About Me

hellooo, my name is tommy, it is written a little differently in my language...
english is not my native language, so the site could be full of grammatical and wording errors... 🙂



i dont like using capital letters, apostrophe, but i like using dots... soooooo many dots...
maybe we are all just a dot...

i like good movies and music, biking, sometimes playing games and reading book, but not so often...
i like chocolate milk and everything starting with choco... yes, i am addicted... 😛
sometimes i sing in the bathroom... my own creations, with lyrics in a language that has never been spoken...
it has no beginning and never ends... you dont want to hear me... 😂

and nooooo... i am not sweet... i know it, because i licked my hand... 😜

i love my mom, i love my family, what's left of it...
i like my friends, kind people, furry animals, especially dogs,
but also other animals, that dont want to eat me...
i have no other siblings...
i live in a country in europe which is a part of eu... i live with my mom in a small town...
dont ask where, i wont tell you...
i live here with you on this planet...

my dad passed away due to a serious illness in 2022... i miss him soooo much... every day... 😢
i hope we will hug each other again one day... i want to believe we all will be together somehwere...
someday...

after my dad past away the first days, weeks and months were the worse in my life...
i wasnt interested in studying, friends, i really didnt care about anything...
now i know it was even more worse to my mom...
because of me... and it makes me feel bad...
mom worried too much about me... i didnt speak to anyone about anything... i could not...
my stomach started hurting out of nowhere... sometimes more often, sometimes not... stabbing cramps...
sometimes i just wallowed on the ground...
mom took me from doctors to doctors and specialists...
the end is that it is from trauma and it is being nerve-based... so i need medicines, and time...
a lot of time...
i am happy it does not hurt as often nowadays...

when i started chatting with other people, it helped me a lot...
i cant talk to anyone too long in real...
i still feel very uncomfortable if someone looks or stares at me for too long...
i just feel his gaze on me, as if examining me, and i start to feel veeery very uncomfortable...
i dont know where to look or what to do... i just want to hide...
i almost never start the conversation... i am afraid i will bother you or you just dont want to talk with me...
now it is much more easier to talk with someone when i dont see him... i feel comfortable...
even my belly doesnt hurts so often...
i think i am happier and i have a lot of people to thank for that...
soooo thank you all, you good people... 😘

aaaaaand...

i am not always sad... really... i just have bad days sometimes...
so you can chatting with me... i wont pull your hair and i wont scrape you up... i just bite... 😋